It’s not always easy
It’s not always hard
Sometimes there is a mysterious
Sublime dignity
to using your gut as the guide
It is owning the complete acceptance of self
Something that can be hard won
Wanting to feel good just because
has been very difficult for me
Loving myself is the only answer
Simply because I do not know how.
I am no longer suspended in the web
of everyone else’s desires.
It is the time I realize mine own
Thankfully we have slight help along the way
Fermented hops and a forever friend
Double rainbows and sunsets here I come🥂
The First Word 